[Family Meeting]

 This is scraped from my FA page, http://www.furaffinity.net/user/kiyotewolf , my journal, and really applies to anyone who actually reads my blog.

 [ATTENTION CUBS]

I want all of you who are now part of the little knit family we have woven together that I have not gotten quiet to ignore you, I have been quiet working on things which I can sell as commissions so I can make money and buy the family what we need. Metaphorically it means commission art of us, in reality it means if you come to me with a want or need I could physically fund either your want or need if these things work out.

I am going to be hard at work at a series of baby pictures of all you cubs as well as a large family portrait.

I am not always easy to get a hold of. If you want or need me I will give you all the contact information you could ever need and you can bug me 24 / 7.

If any of you cubs ever feel disenfranchised or alone too often or disowned by me then please tell me before you crawl away I will try to fix whatever is wrong.

If you ever feel the need to go and wish to I won't drag it out I will let the break be clean and solid and just keep the happy days in my memories forever.

[EVERYONE ELSE]

Alot of you have been showing me support and friendship and caring in the tiniest of ways and some of you just plain advertise you have my best interests at heart.

I appreciate all the well wishes and the soothing words when I bump along dragging my tail on the freeway as my life speeds along in a beat up old van.

I love the fact that you guys jump at the chance to grab my freebies when I offer them.

I'm trying hard to keep the randomly timed freebies coming but I really could start using small $2.00 commissions to help me get by.

By my own decision I am cutting another of my life support lines from my family namely my father and willfully taking over my van insurance bill as of this month. I have to get it paid this month and would like to start earning enough of my own money from commissions so I can pay my way.

There is a very large and very convoluted extended family hopelessly dependent on my father for their day to day well being and I must cut the cord now and for good no matter how good the free help feels and the free money.

As I've seen time and time again on here the world does not work like that.

That is why I built up my

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/ihavenofapage

page on FA so people with problems can come annonymously and either seek help or find someone [me] with the means at times to help people out with either life or with money just to eat their next meal.

In a large strange way all of you weirdos and fuzzies are a big family to me and I have decided to play the all - caring Godfather role to all of you and if you came to me with a problem I would treat you like family and either guide you or if I felt I could, should and ought to I would grant your demands and wishes.

I hate seeing this world so bleak.

I am the founding fur of "The Lamplighter Pack" a consortium of furs [Kiki included] who will bring the light and seek out the scared and desperately lonely or desperately sad and scared furs and try to brighten and warm their faces with pure soft radiant light.

I do not to skim fat off the top of people or situations, I do not to pry and dig and derive pleasure from your discomfort, I do not to mine juicy secrets from your minds hearts and souls.

I do to protect and wrap all of you in the attention and love each and every single one of you furries deserves.

I would let myself die taking a bullet for any of you if it saved your life.



~Kiyote